Thursday, 6 August 2009

Redecorating

Last night I dreamt that I could see into my head. There were all compartments there ... my thoughts, my family, childhood, etc. Over in the corner ... crouching down and hiding from me, was a demon. He was just a regular guy, with his faded face painted as a clown.

I told him I could see him, so he stood up, going "Awwwww!!" Like he was a kid and I'd just found him during a game of hide and seek. He left. (I don't know how ... crawled out of my ear?)

Coincidentally, I woke up this morning feeling better. It probably has more to do with me shining the light on my shit this week, but I think I should apply for a job at my local church as an exorcist. As soon as I find out where my local church is. Is God still a Catholic?

I'm still shocked at how low I actually went. Told Dave I have not felt this bad since before I got pregnant with Max, eight years ago. Reluctantly I have started the hunt for a therapist. The kids have suffered a bit, what with mum being a total NUTJOB for a while, so I must bite the bullet and do it. I'll bring her some popcorn, maybe some cushions to get comfy. (Thank you, thank you, for your comments and emails. I've tried to get back to everyone ... thank you, anons.)
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So, here is the pic of what happens in my house when a hole gets made in the wall. How did the hole get made? Well Rocco pulled off the plastic cap on one of those sproingy things that kept his door from banging into his wall ... so his door banged into his wall and the handle went through the wall.

I will never know who actually banged the door so hard ... one of life's great mysteries. All I know is, they saw their fuck-up and tried to make it look pretty, at least.

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I picture us around BBQ in twenty years time ... all the boys will be grown, so I can finally find out the answers to this stuff that nobody ever admits to.
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