Having a bloggy break due to my "fine-ness", because while it would be fascinating to live-blog my various meltowns, it doesn't feel very nice in my head. Or my skin. Or heart, spirit, etc.
So here is my Wordless Wednesday picture. I know it's not wordless, because I'm writing this. But it's not fucking Wednesday either, so whatever.
I call it: "Blue and green should never be seen except with mummy in between."
Just a woman, holding her two boys, happy. That's all. That's all I'm aspiring to, just for today. Surely it's not that difficult?
A new, improved Edenland will be back next week. XO
Great picture! And I hope you're actually fine soon.
ReplyDeleteI fucking love you, Eden. That is all.
ReplyDeleteMe, too. I fucking love you, too. That's not all, but you know ... I talk too much in comments. So I'll leave it there. Call me if you need me (sounds good, doesn't it? I'll swim right down...).
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D was here.
I carry that round in my pocket with me. Especially that part about being as happy as I make up my mind to be. That's a huge one for me.
ReplyDeleteMate I think we should go bowling. Couldn't have summed up the contents of my own head any better than that!
ReplyDeleteWhat a great pic. Hang in there honey and I hope things start looking better next week. Hugs to you.
ReplyDeleteGreat Pic Eden. Hoping there are many, many more happy moments around the corner.
ReplyDeleteLook after yourself xx
I love the photo and I don't need a new and improved Eden, I like you just fine now because I love a good swear, but nevertheless, can't wait,
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This isn't deep or supportive or soul searching at all....
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yer Hot!
Work it, OWN it, make LOVE to the camera...Grrr, baby, very grrrrr.
Your boys are cute too. : )
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ReplyDeleteDon't fuck with the Eden I love. M'kay? But do feel better babe.
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Hang in there, Eden. You know I fucking love you.
ReplyDeleteGreat picture.
ReplyDeleteEnjoy your break.
I think you fucking rock.
Great picture. "Just a mummy" is a wonderful aspiration for any day!
ReplyDeleteYou've been on my mind so much lately; now I know why. I've been praying for you, my friend. Hope you can feel it from where you are.
XOXOXOXOXOXXO
Flicka
If you lived near me, we could go be "fine" somewhere together. The first 28 years of my life, I said "Fine" so much it was my refrain! It's okay not to be okay...and I'm glad you know it! Let me know if I can help with anything...from 30000 miles away. Hang in there lady!
ReplyDeleteI love you too lady.
ReplyDeleteRemember the sunlit room -- the sun on the hardwood floor and the soy lattes? Maybe U2 low in the background. Talking.
I'm there in spirit.
XO
Pam
I'll take whatever Eden I can get - be it fucked up, or fine for sure. Love the photo. And want you to feel better. Hugs from Kiwiland.
ReplyDeleteOoh. I found your energy chocolate! Email me an address and over it comes with some other Kiwi goodies!!!
You look like a Hollywood mom with those sunglasses...Faaaabulous!
ReplyDeleteI've been F.I.N.E. a lot lately too. Hope things find thier way back to a better reality soon!!
ReplyDeleteBeautiful photo!
ReplyDeleteI love you and I'm wishing you well!
*HUGS*
Hey lady...wanted to check in! Hope you are doing fabulous. And I am too lazy to spell that out...so FABULOUS just means FABULOUS. Much love.
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