
The other day, when I did my ENTIRE Christmas shopping in four hours (manic, much?) ... I saw this necklace in a shop and had to have it. It's a blackbird, and it whispered to me to take it home.
So I did .... via a trip to the doctors office at that Pesky Big Cancer Clinic with the free sympathy parking. The doc gave Dave the all clear (dodge bullets, much?) ... there was much rejoicing and relief in Chez Riley that night, I can assure you.
Later that night I was web surfing, and came across the lyrics to the song Blackbird, by the Beatles. Instantly I was reminded of the moment at THE U2 concert two years ago ... when I was literally hugging the stage and Bono broke into a song inside a song. Like a song sandwich, if you will. I didn't know the song, and I know all U2 songs. I was struck by the beauty of the words, and turned to the women next to me and asked her what it was.
"Blackbird."
I hadn't thought about it since ... until the other night, when it flew back into my life and landed around my neck.
My anthem for 2008.
Blackbird
Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise
Black bird singing in the dead of night
Take these sunken eyes and learn to see
All your life
you were only waiting
for this moment to be free
Blackbird fly
Blackbird fly
Into the light of the dark black night.
Blackbird fly
Blackbird fly
Into the light of the dark black night.
Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise
Oh You were only waiting for this moment to arise
You were only waiting for this moment to arise
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Dave sees the necklace the next day. "Oh. A crow."
"It's not a crow, it's a blackbird!"
He laughs. Later on Tim sees it .... "Cool magpie pendant."
"It's not a crow or a magpie ... it's a freakin' blackbird!"
They both laugh at me, and I join in.
Thanks for the invite!
ReplyDeleteNancy
I have a secret to tell you.
ReplyDeleteThere's version of that song on a lullaby CD that I heard and it broke my heart -- sung to a child -- all soft and beautiful and it was in the years when I thought I was still going to easily conceive -- but it wasn't happening yet -- those early years of grief -- and I had bought this dumb CD -- like the sweaters I'd been knitting (oh yes I did) and I laid down on the floor when I heard that song -- because it was so beautiful, and it filled my heart, and I cried.
Now this is just getting a little weird my dear.
I love you! Welcome into the bright sunshine Eden Riley.
Love,
Pam
Wow, aren't you the brave little bunny? Good for you!! I am subscribing right now!
ReplyDeleteLove the necklace, love you!!!!!!!!!!
ReplyDeleteEden,
ReplyDeleteWow what a beautiful name! I love it!
I really admire you and have been reading your blog for a while now. I told my husband that it was like a book I couldn't put down. It is so well written that I often couldn't leave my laptop till I read everything from the beginning. I will bookmark the new one.
My coffee cup is raised to your new beginning, cheers!
Your happiness and laughter are contagious.
ReplyDeletefour hours worth of Christmas shopping?!? You really are a miracle woman!!
ReplyDeleteOMG - guess what the first song was that J learnt to play on his Gee-tar - MAGPIE, no sorry CROW, nope, BLACKBIRD! Oh yes it was!
ReplyDeleteBTW people, didn't she say she started this blog for a reason, maybe you all shouldn't be referring to the other one??
Looks like a blackbird to me!!! The song suits you!
ReplyDeleteWelcome to your new blog!
This? This made me smile. It is yet another example of your strength.
ReplyDeleteYOU ARE AMAZING, EDEN!
No- it's a starling...
ReplyDeleteFaaaabulous necklace, whatever the hell it really is...
It's late, I'm stufffed but I did want to misspell that I've followed you across dear TC,
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J (want my fambily blog? I'll trade ya!)
Late for the party as always but I'm here and I'm with Rex...what's with the clear references to the Old Digs?
ReplyDeleteLove the necklace, love the song. Those broken wings are flying high. Indeed.
Crying and laughing and feeling so glad I know you.
ReplyDeleteThe warmest hugs from the coldest winter wonderland.
Just letting you know I have followed you over here xo
ReplyDeleteEden. Funny...that suits you so darn well. It's lovely to see your new home, your new abode. And I love that Blackbird song. It suits you.
ReplyDeleteHugs
Noelle said ....
ReplyDeleteHi, Eden,
I've been reading you for awhile now, and I guess if you can let yourself be known, I can too, huh?
I truly admire you for making it through these last several months. I know, I know - you didn't have a choice. But you freakin' did it! I am truly, genuinely happy for you. And I look forward to reading more about your great family.
noelle
OHN said ....
ReplyDeleteOh my god...I feel like I am getting a peek into the secret friend society...the real eden, unmasked. I feel freaking cool.
I have already added this blog to my list.
I have to admit, there is a part of me that will miss the swearing, wild inner of you, but I know she is still there, just dressed a little nicer :)
Catherine said ....
ReplyDeletehi eden, i too have been reading you for a while. i was so excited to venture over to the new blog.
firstly, congratulations on the great news! what a wonderful holidays season for your family - health, happiness and good fortune in the year to come.
while reading, i felt like a was being sneaky, learning your real names and unmasking identities. suddenly, you and your family become more 'real' to me and i felt like i too should tell you who i am (and by the way, i am catherine, just a married girl with a 7 month old baby boy we lovingly call the 'beast' but his real name is Julian, and we're just trying to make it in New York City).
i think you are an incredible writer - intense and sarcastic. i love it.
looking forward to the reading more about the 'garden of eden'...
c.
Miranda said ....
ReplyDeleteHello Eden.
I LOVE your name by the way! This is the first time I have ever heard that name. Anyway, I have been reading you for quite a while, and like Natika said, your blog is like a book that you cannot put down. You write beautifully.
I have been reading for several months, and have prayed for you and your family, but have never commented. I do not even have a blog since I am not much of a writer.
If you would like to know who I am, email me, and I will give you the url to my facebook account or myspace.
Thanks for sharing with us.
Olga said ....
ReplyDeleteHi Eden! Love the new digs, thanks for the invite. Looking forward to keeping up with your family, just have to get used to everyone's 'real" names :) Have a fab Christmas, and enjoy where you are now - the journey was a helluva ride, but look where you got to? You did good girl, well done.
Love
Olga (from Cape Town)
the blackbird song makes me cry everytime.
ReplyDeleteAnd there is another nancy i see. ack! :)
Blackbird is one of my favourite Beatles songs. It has a special place in my heart.
ReplyDeleteI've been reading for awhile (from Canada). Just wanted to congratulate you on 'Cancer go bye-bye'! :)
My blog is private, but please email me at m.ifthisworks(at)gmail.com and I'll send you an invite.
Blackbird is one of my favorite songs ever. So hopeful and simple. Beautiful.
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